I'm alive

just to let everyone know i am alive do not worry. things have just been a tad rough. but to break the trend of bad news i have good news. i got a B on my government exam and my speech went over really well. people told me i sounded confident and professional. although not enough to satisfy my odd desire to prove myself to be "smart enough". whatever that means when i find i'll let you know. For some time now i have been praying about a few things i'll guys know what it is when i get the chance.